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Monday, November 06, 2006,

9:58 PM

well it has been 28 days. 28 days since a part of me went away. a part of me that, i thoroughly admit, that i never really did treasure. my grandfather passed away 28 days ago. but still the effects of his death on me.. still lingers. from young, my grandfather has always doted on me. i still remember the times, i would pester my grandfather to give me $5 to go play the arcade when i was still living in katong. how he would bring me there and watch me play. Or the times, he would peep into my room to see what i was doing. you know, sometimes you wish time could just turn back, have a rewind button or something. but you just have to let go dontcha? i guess this what they mean by you never miss the water till it's gone. . perhaps, this is a lesson to remind us, that we should always treasure what we have. but what a painful lesson it is. . you know. sometimes you think about the past, and realised how much better things could have been. how much better i could have treated him. how many more dinners i could have eaten with him, how many tv shows i could have sat there and watched it with him. but its all abit too late huh . . so yea. gotta just treasure things man .

green addict* ;

Saturday, August 12, 2006,

9:22 AM

HELLO people. i bet everyone just gave up coming back to check for blogs. OHWELL..haha.
ehh well. what to say. life's been good? had the 6th august concert. glad it was good. . i guess. yea, but leaving the band, is sad man. but all good things come to an end doesnt it?

you know. i seriously dont know whats gonna happen man.. after o's..? possible or impossible? you know sometimes its seem so real but sometimes, its the complete opposite..

green addict* ;

Wednesday, April 19, 2006,

11:13 PM

got this from somewhere.

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much, you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real.
When the door of happiness closes, another opens.
But often, we look so long at the closed door, we dont see the one which has been opened to us.
Dont go for looks, they can decieve. Dont go for wealth, it can fade away.
Go for someone who makes you smile because a smile can make a dark day bright.
Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go.
Be who you want to be because you have only one life and one chance to do the things you want to do.
The brightest future will be based on a forgotten past.
You cant go foward until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
Live your life so that at the end, you're the one smiling.
Dont count the years--count the memories.
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away!

took it from the newpaper. haha. ((: thats allll.
- THE END -

green addict* ;

Wednesday, April 12, 2006,

8:40 AM

re-evaluation of life? haha, just thought of doing this. sometimes you think & reflect upon stuff and you actually start to ponder. am i heading in the direction that i wanna head? are my goals set? and is that where my fate truly lies? wellll, i think of this sort of stuff ocassionally and. i wonder. is it a deception that its a must to go to this place and join this thing or something? life is becoming like a stereotype kinda thing. like most people does this thing den everybody follows. its so.. i dont know. ohwell. life is like a boat? x) [class jokeee.] but back to the point. to speak the truth.. im confused. haha. not totally, but yea. i dont know & i dont know & i dont know. well.... i dont know what i wanna do. i dont know how im going to get things done. i dont know know where am i heading. aint that great? the picture is like so so so vague. i need a light man. like not literally, but a guiding source. how to make things better? how to help my juniors? at times you wanna help but you just cant. friendships, relationships, life. shine me a path. err. my guardian angel? haha. =/

-THE END-

green addict* ;

Friday, April 07, 2006,

9:26 PM

heyyyyyy.

wasnt feeling good today. didnt go to sch. shucks, sore throat rocks can. haha. finally watched nanny mcphee dvd. nice show. sajc's life concert was good. haha. yeaaa. thats all. tc guys ((:

green addict* ;

Tuesday, April 04, 2006,

9:12 PM

HEYY PEEPS.
haha, so... life's been good i guess. well, issuses have been dropped, new issues coming up. so i feel like a new man? haha. gotta handle things well. section's doing okay, just that i still can sense abit of complacency and unwillingness. but yea, the section still ROCKS. haha, hmm. scandals, scandals and more scandals. tsk tsk. like that how can? scandal-ful seh. haha! ((: thats why i said, i felt love all ard me. haha, so many couples.

ANYWAYS, i so gotta work harder harder harder at everything. studies & stuff.

green addict* ;

Sunday, March 26, 2006,

6:02 AM

hellloo people.

went to get my shoes today. got two pairs. hmm. den went to watch dict play soccer. but ended up playing for garmeng's church. game was okay. scored three goals, lucky goals. yuppp. that's alll.

the name that gave the feel.

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