it's me in my world.

hmmmm. .

2006-11-06T21:58:00.000-08:00

well it has been 28 days. 28 days since a part of me went away. a part of me that, i thoroughly admit, that i never really did treasure. my grandfather passed away 28 days ago. but still the effects of his death on me.. still lingers. from young, my grandfather has always doted on me. i still remember the times, i would pester my grandfather to give me $5 to go play the arcade when i was still living in katong. how he would bring me there and watch me play. Or the times, he would peep into my room to see what i was doing. you know, sometimes you wish time could just turn back, have a rewind button or something. but you just have to let go dontcha? i guess this what they mean by you never miss the water till it's gone. . perhaps, this is a lesson to remind us, that we should always treasure what we have. but what a painful lesson it is. . you know. sometimes you think about the past, and realised how much better things could have been. how much better i could have treated him. how many more dinners i could have eaten with him, how many tv shows i could have sat there and watched it with him. but its all abit too late huh . . so yea. gotta just treasure things man .

><

2006-08-12T09:22:00.000-07:00

HELLO people. i bet everyone just gave up coming back to check for blogs. OHWELL..haha.
ehh well. what to say. life's been good? had the 6th august concert. glad it was good. . i guess. yea, but leaving the band, is sad man. but all good things come to an end doesnt it?

you know. i seriously dont know whats gonna happen man.. after o's..? possible or impossible? you know sometimes its seem so real but sometimes, its the complete opposite..

((:

2006-04-19T23:13:00.000-07:00

got this from somewhere.

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much, you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real.
When the door of happiness closes, another opens.
But often, we look so long at the closed door, we dont see the one which has been opened to us.
Dont go for looks, they can decieve. Dont go for wealth, it can fade away.
Go for someone who makes you smile because a smile can make a dark day bright.
Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go.
Be who you want to be because you have only one life and one chance to do the things you want to do.
The brightest future will be based on a forgotten past.
You cant go foward until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
Live your life so that at the end, you're the one smiling.
Dont count the years--count the memories.
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away!

took it from the newpaper. haha. ((: thats allll.
- THE END -

:D

2006-04-12T08:40:00.000-07:00

re-evaluation of life? haha, just thought of doing this. sometimes you think & reflect upon stuff and you actually start to ponder. am i heading in the direction that i wanna head? are my goals set? and is that where my fate truly lies? wellll, i think of this sort of stuff ocassionally and. i wonder. is it a deception that its a must to go to this place and join this thing or something? life is becoming like a stereotype kinda thing. like most people does this thing den everybody follows. its so.. i dont know. ohwell. life is like a boat? x) [class jokeee.] but back to the point. to speak the truth.. im confused. haha. not totally, but yea. i dont know & i dont know & i dont know. well.... i dont know what i wanna do. i dont know how im going to get things done. i dont know know where am i heading. aint that great? the picture is like so so so vague. i need a light man. like not literally, but a guiding source. how to make things better? how to help my juniors? at times you wanna help but you just cant. friendships, relationships, life. shine me a path. err. my guardian angel? haha. =/

-THE END-

(:

2006-04-07T21:26:00.000-07:00

heyyyyyy.

wasnt feeling good today. didnt go to sch. shucks, sore throat rocks can. haha. finally watched nanny mcphee dvd. nice show. sajc's life concert was good. haha. yeaaa. thats all. tc guys ((:

:D

2006-04-04T21:12:00.000-07:00

HEYY PEEPS.
haha, so... life's been good i guess. well, issuses have been dropped, new issues coming up. so i feel like a new man? haha. gotta handle things well. section's doing okay, just that i still can sense abit of complacency and unwillingness. but yea, the section still ROCKS. haha, hmm. scandals, scandals and more scandals. tsk tsk. like that how can? scandal-ful seh. haha! ((: thats why i said, i felt love all ard me. haha, so many couples.

ANYWAYS, i so gotta work harder harder harder at everything. studies & stuff.

(:

2006-03-26T06:02:00.000-08:00

hellloo people.

went to get my shoes today. got two pairs. hmm. den went to watch dict play soccer. but ended up playing for garmeng's church. game was okay. scored three goals, lucky goals. yuppp. that's alll.

the name that gave the feel.

(:

2006-03-25T05:39:00.000-08:00

helllo peoplee.

haha, i've seriously got nothing special to blog abt. hmm. i went to orchard library today! -.- haha. went to get the design books. took two hours of searching to get bks that i roughly can use? was flipping through and flipping like a lot of books. den when i went to the counter to borrow the bks. the lady told me " there's the borrowing machine there." i was like okay.. =/ haha. embarrassing la. well before that had prac, not too bad. just that my section needed more air and a broader sound. LONG NOTES. haha. AGAIN. ohwell.

friendships and relationships are like birds. too loose a grip and the bird will fly away. but yet, if you have too tight a grip, the bird will suffer.

exhausted

:D

2006-03-19T03:11:00.000-08:00

heyy peopleeeeee.

the 9 nine days of hols are like gonna be over in 4 hours. ohwell. had exchanges on fri. with peixin pri and bendemeer pri. yupp. and i just realised i havent done ANY work this hols. revision or anything. haha. and my arms are aching. played badminton the other day. and im going jogging again, it feels gd to jog. well, i guess its when you doing things like jogging or walking den you take time to appreciate the world and just think bout life and stuff. haha, to me at least.

had section outing ytd. haha, usual stuff we did. dinner and all. but yea, it was fun. ((:

disgusted

>.<

2006-03-14T22:25:00.000-08:00

heyy people.

today was alright. went to study den for haircut.

can you pin a cloud down? make a wave stop on the sand? catch the moonbeam in your hand?

>.< -.-''

(:

(:

2006-03-13T21:36:00.000-08:00

heyy peopleee. (:

haha, so im here to blog again. went for st margs concert on sat. it was gd. dont wry val.
haha. aft concert. went to val's chalet. for chervin's birthday. so yea. that night was okay. kinda just slacked ard den bbq.

den nxt day went to meet val at the chalet again.we went to bowl which was err pretty fun. haha. ' dont look ar.' haha. so we walked ard den went back. cos one of chervin's friends didnt eat lunch, we had to go and buy kfc. VICTOR. tsktsk val.haha. we were both made nannies. had to look aft cedric and ryan. brought them to the arcade. though it was tiring looking aft them, it was fun la. how they played the table hockey. haha. den ltr went back to the chalet. SO who's scared of tickles huh?haha.

den in the night, had dinner. the jokes. haha, got everyone laughing. ohwelll. thats all i would sayy. take care peeps. (:

the river of emotions

>,<

2006-03-06T07:38:00.000-08:00

heyyyy. welllll. things are going okay.. i guess. but some stuff are just going downhill, but yea. problems are stuff that needs to be solved and action has to be taken.. so yea.

hmm talking bout feelings now. undeniable emotions. feelings&emotions that cannot be held back. those are, to me at least, called true emotions. havent you felt at some point really sad that no matter hard you try, the tears just flow? felt so happy at a point that the smile was there practically the whole day? felt so angry at some point that words of reprimand just came out like the droplets from the clouds? loved somebody so much that you were willing to go out to help them? im sure everybody can paint a picture/scene to those scenarios and can relate to them. those what are called true emotions. feelings&emotions that cannot be controled and just reveal itself.

i talked to my sec2s&3s awhile ago. today. aft band. kinda asked them where they want to be heading. where they think they are heading now. section related stuff. they all kinda had the same goals/aspirations and the same mindset on what problems the sec2&3 section has. will they take the action? my trust is with them.

woots

2006-03-02T06:28:00.000-08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

haha. im back. again. but ohwell, life's been okay? yupp. and now, im limited to one dota day per week. like wth can. haha. band's been okay, but there are problems. problems that are gonna be solved. definately.

absence makes the heart grows fonder. true? fasle? i guess its true & false. its true when you start loving a person and that person has to go away. den you realise how much you actually love him/her and start to love him/her more. for something to grow there must be something to begin with right? just like love. but if there isnt anything as in feelings, there's nothing to grow. thus, its false. and the quote i mentioned in the other post. ' never say forever if you ever wanna part.' how simple it sounds or how matter-of-fact it sounds, its so true. you just wonder why couples say they will be together forever, den they're breaking up the nxt moment. all good things come to an end? welllll. hope its not like a common thing. cos everybody wants their fairytales to continue. ;)

dreams are the reality of your subconsious.

(:

2006-02-19T01:52:00.000-08:00

ecstacy

the highest point of happiness. (: ohwell. anyway.. just here to blog. im finally enjoying my soccer and basketball. and well, i guess i have a better perspective of life now. a better but yet not there yet. in that sense. i dont make sense.=/ everybody
has their problems once in awhile. life's ups & downs. some downs smack you hard in the face. some ups bring you to cloud nine. well, im trying to learn how to accept things that happen. i happen to console one of my friends today. something really really bad happened. i cant say it here. but yet, it made me realise that a few words of encouragement could put a smile back to the person's face. well, regardless whether its for awhile. it still did. glad it did.

its better to have love and failed then to never have loved at all. one of the few phrases i learnt while looking through quotes like 2 years ago. still remember it fresh in my mind. while it isnt exactly pleasant to fall out of love, but its pleasant enough to know you've experienced love. right? love is supposed to be the greatest feeling in the world. but nobody can give a definition of it. cos, love brings you both joy and pain. ohwell, so express your feelings. but love is not a reciprocal thing.

memories (:

v)

2006-02-13T06:30:00.000-08:00

hearts entwined

saw those two words on some jewellery advert. thought it was fitting for a pre valentine post. =/ ohwell. haha. the necklace had this two hearts that were entwined together, thus the two words. love, faith, hope. can you feel the love? (:

o's results were released on the 10th. well. seeing the 2005 sec4s collect their results.. brought about mixed emotions. some seniors were overjoyed. while i saw some that made me realise. MUG & STUDY is all this yr is about. no more having fun and havocing. some ppl were tearing at a corner, being consoled by their friends. and my seniors were telling ppl of my batch. STUDY dont slack. hope i really do well enough to make it to where i wanna go.

you know. i just heard this recently from someone recently. '' its not abt the band. its abt the friendship.'' when i first heard it, i thought how can you not think bout the band. den when i fully understood it, i finally realise what i've been so neglecting for so long. the true value of friendship.

so.. with valentine's day in like an hour's time. take the day to not only tell your gf/bf that you treasure/love or whatever mushy messages you have. but also, take the chance to show that there is love in the world, b/w true friends. (:

loveeee <3

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2006-02-02T05:51:00.000-08:00

sorta just came across this song. haha. thought it was nice enough to post up.
Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smile, it's all about you
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too
Said you make my life worthwhile, it's all about you

And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you, yeah.

:D

:D

2006-01-31T07:29:00.000-08:00

there goes the three days of chinese new year.
so fast la.

yes yes. and im tired. overnight blackjack. :D

well. seeing things in so many new ways. the true joy of chinese new yr. or rather, any gathering. makes you feel so great. (: the tans. :D

well, sometimes i feel so unsure bout so many stuff. so many hows & why. i dont know. makes you ponder. ponder bout the what ifs & but's.

do you?

=/

2006-01-24T21:10:00.000-08:00

hey peeps. sorta emo now. but yea. gotta focus on work. shant blog anymore.

just remembered this quote. out of the blue.

never say forever; if you ever plan to part.

=/

2006-01-23T21:35:00.000-08:00

hey.

pop's over. now here comes istana perf. sch work's like piling up.. but yea. gotta start focusing. no more procrastination.

well random. sometimes. being too nice just isnt okay. some people just take it for granted.

speechless.

(:

2006-01-15T07:52:00.000-08:00

heyya. well well. slacked off practically the whole day. haha. random thought.

how time passes so fast. im just glad that i have great friends now. and friends who've been there for me. yea. :D

i love you.

woots.(:

2006-01-11T06:38:00.000-08:00

heyyya peeps.

o'levels yr is stressful. its either that or im not used to working hard. guess its the latter. ohwell gotta adapttt. (:

gotta pull up my socks and WORK. haha. cannot be like SOME people and go out and haovc. ;)
just jokinggg. :D

puzzle of my heart.

((:

2006-01-08T02:46:00.000-08:00

well 8 days already into 2006. fast huhh. first week of sch over just like that. welll. the week was okk. first two days was kinda like reminding us bout sch rules and stuff. den the nxt two days. classes was gonna start. but the band had orientation for the sec 1s so missed ALL the lessons. well.. hoping t catch up.

random thought- just wondering, life is truly unpredictable.
the sun may be shining ever so brightly, den the very nxt second. it starts to pour.

friends can become enemies in an instant. and well, vice versa.

ily :D

=/

2006-01-06T06:06:00.000-08:00

hellloooo ppl. (:

well im just glad that sec one orientation went ok.. though some classes dont seem that positive. ohwell. hope the recruitment will be gd.

some things are turning out for the better. which is gd. but yea.. some things. bad. so. as they say. the two sides of life. =/

pop is just round the corner. 15 more days. my batch's last pop. well.. mixed feelings. leaving the soon in like 8 months more. well.. thats all i guess.

what do i have to say.

:D

2006-01-03T07:53:00.000-08:00

heyyyy ppl :D

so first day of schh. not that badd la. haha. welll seeing the teachers, reminds me that homework needs t be handed up. ohwell. got up to 2nd week i guess. =/

the love. well.. love.
And your beautiful smile washes all my worries away.

(:

2006-01-01T06:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL. (:

2006; graduating year from sas and sasmb. o'levels year.

well.. hope it will be an enjoyable and happiness filled year lar. :D

year 2005 has just ended. and yea; it has been a fruitful year. fun-filled. joy-filled year. my resolutions for the new yr are set. but..not gonna say. :D

had a great start to the new yr. (:

so to all the peeps. TAKE CARE. AND HAVE A GREAT YR AHEAD. :D

maybe it was just me.

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2005-12-17T08:31:00.000-08:00

its so so frustrating.

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2005-12-07T06:26:00.000-08:00

naiveness.

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2005-12-05T06:24:00.000-08:00

hmm..

woots.

2005-11-29T06:46:00.000-08:00

heyyyyy.

thanking anz for this layout. haha.

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2005-11-28T00:07:00.001-08:00

hey peeps.
well day's okkk.

problems. problems and more problems. is there light at the end of the tunnel? the rainbow after the rain? well. i dont know. seriously, sometimes i feel so trapped. i want to do something bout it but i cant. i cant do anything bout it. hmm maybe i can. but it takes almost a miracle to get it done. how how how. tried countless times. but somehow i cant stop trying. its sorta my responsibility. and im sure. that i will try my utmost best to fufil whats required.

talking to your seniors who left the band..somehow's brings an impending feeling. feeling of farewell. ya seriously. i cant picture my batch leaving the band. this bonded batch of bandmates. who've gone through so much together. POP.the push-ups.the scoldings.concert.performances.the punishments.syf. can we bear to leave it all? guess not. but all good things will come to an end. 1 yr more in the band. we will cherish it.

our feelings are our emotional compasses;

==

2005-11-26T02:34:00.000-08:00

heyy peeps.

well.. life's ok. sometimes looking back at stuff makes you ponder on loads of things. like why you didnt do that. or why in the world did you make that stupid mistake. im just glad that my life so far holds wonderful memories. soccer.band.friends. great stuff to have. and thank god for all those things. (:

sadness and joy. i guess why some ppl cant handle sadness is because they didnt expect it at all. its like a sudden jolt.

hmm nowadays. whenever i walk pass the sch hall with my friends. i see those tables. i always sayy. nxt yr is our turn. so fast. 3 years in secondary schh, passed. so many things passed me by. guess the yr passed so fast cos of syf. but yeah.nice things pass you by fast. its soon gonna be my batch's last year in sasmb. im sure its gonna be an eventful and purposeful yr ahead.

'leave the band. in a better state than you found it.'

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2005-11-15T20:14:00.000-08:00

how how how. it doesnt matter.it doesnt matter.

putting up a brave front?.

hmm.

2005-09-08T00:40:00.000-07:00

welll, back after seven long months.

all i can say is.. HEYYYY PEEPS. yeah, alot of stuff occured during this seven months but yeah. to me it was a great seven months. syf, presentation night. well wonderful experiences. aft all those complaining, hard-work, getting jagged. looking back. it was all worth it. and not just because of the results. but it bonded sas band together; totally worthwhile. SASMB(: like yeah. the band, holds so many wonderful memories. and yah, tomo's band dinner. i'm sure it will be great. (:(:

hmm, had band management course today. not too bad lar. den ltr went on to play basketball. wohooo! 3hours of basketball. :D refreshing lar.

and all i can say to a certain someone is: how we were best friends before.i would
never know. but you're a: IDIOTIC HYPOCRITE.

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2005-02-19T22:09:00.000-08:00

i dont know what to say. whats wrong with mee. ---sighs.im not myself.

guardian angel.

(")

2005-02-13T01:31:00.000-08:00

HEYY.hahahahahas.its like 1.31am now.AND IM BLOGGING.(: ermm.okayokay.sorry.im hyper now.i feel like playing soccer now?xD like somebody hit me.kayyy lahh.its been quite awhile since i blogged.and its the same reason.LAZY LAHH`.

sooo.nothing much to sayy.im like totally digging x-square now.fifa 2005 rocks?mhmm.and like life's pretty much okay now.`cept that its just hectic.with so much stuff to do.with juniors coming up and syf and stuff.yeahh.no choice lahh.just gotta work harder.

and monday's\ VALENTINE'S day.(: soo to everyone.pre- happy valentines dayy.
<3

-THE END-

..

2005-01-22T06:41:00.000-08:00

i seriously hate everything now. like wassup with everybody mann.the people i used to know.are not the people they are now. EVERYTHING'S so different. i know everything changes.nothing is stagnant.but like hallo. i just tell you something.den its like you're madd and everthing. fine.den i shall keep everything to myself now. be a loner.dont care bout everybody.or anything.

and i dislike my class. i just dont feel connected to them as a class?

i prefer 3sa.I SHOULD STUDIED MY SCIENCE HARDER. and go into that class.WHY MUST THE SCHOOL ONLY LOOK AT THE SCIENCE RESULTS.ITS SO UNFAIR. den i wont be disliking my class now.its takes time to like things.i know. BUT HOW LONG.

the only place that i truly enjoy myself now is band?

``i wish everything could be the same. i seriously wish.

-THE END-

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2005-01-15T23:57:00.000-08:00

heyyy.

life's been pretty good.sch is sort of off to a great start.yeahh.

today.went to town to watch movie.KUNGFU HUSTLE.i noe lahh.alittle late.yeahh.watched it in ps.aft movie went to x-square.played x-box for three hours?
from 7 till ard 10.den went walking again.reached home at 11.15.(: sighs.sorry if the entry's too short.no mood to blog.

--.

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2005-01-02T23:19:00.000-08:00

heyyye.sighs.its gonna be a sadd blog.cos SCHOOL'S STARTING ALREADY. in ermm.eight hours time.SIGHS. and that jane lahh.still say wanna go sch.hahahas.

sighs.sighs.NO MOOD TO BLOG ALREADY.

CYA PPL.

IM ALREADY MISSING TOWN.):

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2004-12-30T01:10:00.000-08:00

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeee.(: hahahahas; today.was sleeping den got awoken by the phone.was trying to avoid picking it up.den later buay tahan.cause the phone just didnt want to stop ringing.so got off the bed and picked up the phone.was ng.telling me details bout where we were going. so got awoken by the phone lah>< was soooo tired.

den later met keith and ng at compass.was late.as usual(: cos my dad was angry that i was going out. so hadd to like slowly leave the house. den we headed to ps.first.walked ard.and went to the arcade.TIME CRISIS.^^ i just love that game.should just go get a machine and put it in my house or something.its just sooooo nice.den after playing for ermm.15mins?den went to cine to catch a movie.was deciding which movie to watch lahh.without a paddle.(i watched.)kungfu hustle(ng and keith watched.)incredibles(i watched.) so in the end we wanted to watch meet the fockers. went to check the timing.-.- 7.15pm. was like wth.so we looked again.was trying to persuade them to watch kungfu hustle but they keep saying it was not nice.soo i was like okay. we scanned through the movies again.den saw after the sunset.3.05pm.looked at the time.3pm.o.O so hurried to go buy tix.

the show was nice! hahahahhahas.stupidly funny.and the part bout the piece brosnan controlling the car.HAHAHHAHAS. laughed. den later after the movie.went to heeren to walk.just to past time.went all the way up to 77th street.walked around.den went all the way down.didnt want to go home.so we just walked.was sitting outside that uob there.den keith was like so kanchiong.wanted to go ps.den me and ng was like.`why so kanchiong. xP in a teasing tone. okay okay nvm bout that.so we walked to ps and walked around.den went home already lahs.soooooooooooo boring.but we had funn.toking.(: reached the 'soccer place' around my house.den saw junda they all kicking.so me and ng played.den keith went home.ng came my house.den keith came later.BY RIGHT.we were supposed to be doing work.BY LEFT.we were supposed to just slack.

thats all i guess.`` girls who wear hairbands look nicer.xD okay okay.thats all.

and the year's coming to an end!sooo fast.so many things happened this year.good things.bad things.but just enjoyed the year lahh.(:

-THE END-

boored.

2004-12-29T00:06:00.000-08:00

heyy guys. today's performance was canceled.BECAUSE OF THE RAIN AGAIN. wasnt supposed to play but like wth.guess its fate lah huh. and its BECAUSE OF fate.that jane cant remember her blog pass.LOL. hahahahs.and crapped alot today.with vernon.LOL.so stupid.xDwas laughing like hell.

a memorable thing to mention. WE GOT SECOND IN THAT SOCCER COMPETITION!wohoo!(: prize: trophy+$100 for the team. i got extra: sunburn.peeling of skin.cramp.my swollen foot got worst. but at least it was allll worthwhile. we lost in the finals.2-1.the riversiders were zai. we could have won lah.unlucky>< but the better team won.GUESS ITS ALL FATE.but its quite sadd lah.we were aiming for that big big one!

hahahas.den during the tournament rytes.got one team called selamat hari raya.den aaron was saying like'ehh.why dont we change our names to chinese new year.xD'hahahahahahahahahahahas.

and i cut my hair!its nicer now i guess.i like it this way.

okay okay.ending here. to jane: guess you gotta wait for fate to happen.den you will remember your blog pass.``xD

FATEFUL.(:

-THE END.-

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2004-12-10T23:09:00.000-08:00

heyy peeps. x) boored online lah hurs.so decided to come blog.and this blog entry is for kelly lah.didnt blog bout her concert><. it was nice lah hur. and kelly stop pondering over your solo lah hurs.it was nice.(: hahas.okay okay.

today had band luhs.got somewhat of a lecture.not enough attitutde in our music.and got one idiotic person.said my section. LIKE `WHATEVER LAH HUR.TAKE A BLOODY LOOK AT YOUR SECTION FIRST LAH. so was ermm.damn pissed. den went to town.watch `without a paddle!uber funny lah!x) laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed! LIKE MAD.HAHAHAHS. it was damn funny lah.especially the part where they huddled together.something happened.LOL. go watch the show peeps!worth it!

came back home den played soccer!wohoo!yah lah!so today was okay.

-THE END-

heyy lah.im hyper x)

2004-12-09T07:27:00.000-08:00

hahahahahs.hahahahs.hahahs.okay okay.i dont know why.but im feeling soooo hyper.been staying at home the whole day today!even though i went to play soccer with weiting they all.den kept on laughing lah hur.hahahahahs.cos we played damn retardly. x) cos it was like ermm.we played one keeper.den two strikers and one playmaker.(who basically just stands there and passes the ball luh.) hahahs.its just damn funny luhs.kept on laughing and laughing.

and jane.3 mins more lah hur!(: hahs.

okay okay.ending here.

-THE END-

and ermms. a million thanks to val!for making this blogskin luhs. (:

two years.

2004-12-03T01:51:00.000-08:00

i arrived as a sec one.barely knowing who were my classmates.glancing.seeing just a few familiar faces.and err.seeing a few weird faces.><

that was almost exactly what went through my mind almost two years ago.when i first stepped into 1A.i used to think that my class was err.lousy.i sort of hated it.you know why?cause i didnt make the effort to know my classmates better.i was CONTENTED.contentment.yes.powerful thing.its not wrong to be contented.but yet, being contented..means your gonna be stagnant at one level.and not progressing downwards.nor upwards.soo, it took me three quarters of the year to know majority of my classmates.some barely.but yes.i made a couple of good friends.maybe not a couple..alot.yeah.that's what made 2004 in 2A such a memorable year.but yet.1A wasnt that badd either.could always remember the inter-class rugby during sec 1.when we doubted ourselves?how some people were saying like `whatever.we cant win.and that it was impossible.but what happened.WE WON.yes.i could still remember how happy i was.or for that matter of fact.everyone.yeahh.we won through team spirit.and some inspirational play by kevin and j.t.kevin believed in the team.
and j.t,he led.even with an injured knee.he played so bravely that even the rest who were fully fit.couldnt play as well.yes.i remembered standing on the field with my classmates/teammates.how happy i was.the desire to win.was there within the whole team.yeahh.we rockked.but nobody really treasured that year as a class together.cause we were gonna be in the same class nxt year.mhmm.so nobody really bothered.
the starting of the year.suckked.why?cause everybody was getting to be divided.quarrels across the class.i admit i was involed in some of them.but yeahh.it all seemed right then.but all so wrong now.and i lost a couple of my good friends then.not really lost.but yeahh.drifted apart.cause, i always seemed involoved in band.band.band.and more band.not saying i regreted the times in bandd.those were fantastic times.but at the expense of my close friends.was it worth it?not really.but i did relish being in the bandd.made me a stronger person.all those punishments.those bandd camps.those drills.those long hours of practice.payed off.i suppose.in our POP.and music-wise.the esplande concert explained it all.those cheers.still can remember it after exaclty 6 months.those were times,when you could just wished time could stand still.
thinking backk again and again.i wished it was january 2004 again.being able to relive that fantastic year once more.not saying that we should look to the past.we should all look to the future.but yeahh.2004 was the best year of all my school years.and 1A/2A form teacher.MRS YEW.she totally rockked.being there as not only a teacher who only knows how to teachh.but someone who was there for us.still remember that letter she gave to the whole class during the finals?omg.my eyes were wet den.she is truly a great teacher.a classic example of what teachers are supposed to be like.PEOPLE WHO MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN YOUR LIVES. yes.
2005 is slowly but surely drawing near already.and i how i wished it will take just that wee bit slower.and let everybody in 2a``2004 enjoy and think backk on the times of 2004 and really enjoy those memories.how united we were.how happy we were.all the crap we did and said.and yeahh.all good things must come to a end.and this is the end of our class's story.
and im said to say that it's..
-THE END-

for the year.but definately not our friendships and neither will it be the end of.2A``2004.always remember.WE ROCKKED.

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2004-12-03T01:49:00.000-08:00

sometimes in life.you seem to lose touch in everything you do.it seems like you're acting like a robot.controlled.just like a puppet.just go on doing everything that seems right to you.but it isnt what you want.it isnt your dream.it's just what others want you to do.sinking deeper and deeper into the vortex of.err.not being yourself.you're just brain-washed.doing things that arent you.acting like the person you're not.just to get accepted by the cool gang in school or something.and the days when you truly do the things you like and want.were the days of kindergarten.and younger.innocent days.thats when you are truly conscious of what you want.

going for a gal just because people keep teasing you to.buying something cause everybody ranging from the nerd in your class to your grandmother has it.oaky lah.maybe not that what.but..you get my point.its just like a deep slumber.something that requires a special something to wake you up.like in snow white.the kiss from that prince.it takes something sooooo special.just to be youself.mhmm.so..

something special.controled like puppets.we should all take a minute to ponder over this.and get a hold of our lifes.before it turns into something.that we like.but not love.

something special..

whatever.

2004-11-30T21:05:00.000-08:00

heyye peeps.like whatever.im not feeling good whatsoever. you know.like when you those kind of gloomy feeling over you.yah those kind.not because im ill.sighs.im thoroughly boored.and tiredd.mentally and physically.im not sure why, but i just feel that way.

and some ppl are just dao.okay.and i despise ppl like that.fine.whatever.BYE.

finally backk.once again.

2004-11-28T16:01:00.000-08:00

wohoo! heyyyyy.im backk.(:

okay okay. havent blogged in a really loong time.cos i was lazy.and thanks to a certain someone whom i promised to blogg.i shall do so.

i cant really remember what happened since the last time i blogged but i guess i shall just blogg bout ytd.eh.ytd woke up real early round 6+.cos was going to play soccer.met tau at 8.instead of 7.30.cos he woke up late.darn; he woke up at 7.40 when we were supposed to meet at 7.30.fine. den went to take 86 and stopped at yio chukang mrt.den took to ang mo kio mrt.met up with sinteck,tim and some other sec3s.went to a field near angmokio central.and wth.the field was super muddy. hahas.luckily i didnt fall.but who cares lar.the match was fun.though i didnt really play well.cos my legs were like aching like hell.did like 1&a half hours of basketball the day b4 and den did 2hours of soccer aft basketball.but who cares.i did enjoy the game.(: den aft the soccer game.came backk home to rest.cos was going to paragon to see st pats perform.they played their hanover festival.well.it was nice lar.aft that performance.went with zuanfa,ernest,sinteck,brandon and xavier to bk at cine.aft that.went to cine arcade to play.AIR HOCKEY ROCKED.hahahahah.and we won the sec3s.13-9.(: den went to play daytona.wanted to play the dancing thingy.the one where you used your feet.LOL.but chickened out.thought that it would haf been sooo paiseh.den ltr we did the ringtone thingy.it's like appegios.den like start with the bass note.the person will sing 'ring ring' like the first note of appegios.and so on.laughed like hell.hahahahhas.den ltr went home while the rest decided to walk.cos legs were aching like hell.came home.didnt really get to use the com cos cousin was using it.den was lazy to use the other com.so decided to lie down and rest.i slept at 11.and woked up at 1pm todae.(:

hahahas.okay okay.stopping here.cya guys.takkaire.(:

forced.>,<

2004-11-01T23:16:00.000-08:00

heyy ppl.im here to blogg.and i was forced!by.shant tell.tat person should noe.haha.okae just back to sae hi.and remind ppl tat im still alive and around.haha.be back nxt time to type more.cya.

heyy.

2004-10-03T21:23:00.000-07:00

heyy peeps.todae was wae too boring.haha.stayed at home to study and although i went out to plae soccer.it was pathetic.had no form at all.sighs.now i gotta work on flip-flap.(you noe.that ronaldhino thingy.for the advertisment.)its so darn cool.>

so.how do you define friends.

True friendship is like sound health;
the value of it is seldom known until
it be lost.

A real friend is one who walks in when
the rest of the world walks out

Friendship is one mind in two bodies.

Friends are God's way of taking care of
us.

If you should die before me, ask if you
could bring a friend.

I'll lean on you and you lean on me and
we'll be okay.

If all my friends were to jump off a
bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd
be at the bottom to catch them.

Everyone hears what you say. Friends
listen to what you say. Best friends
listen to what you don't say.

We all take different paths in life,
but no matter where we go, we take a
little of each other everywhere.

My father always used to say that when
you die, if you've got five real
friends, then you've had a great life.

A friend is someone who knows the
song
in your heart and can sing it back to
you when you have forgotten the words.

im grateful to god for all my bestest pals.who are alwaes dere for me whenever i need dem.(:haha.even though there are times when we have those unavoidable quarrels.we patch up soon after.den dere are some frens who are just plain dao.you noe.acting cool or something.but still can be friends larr.(:

gonna end here.takkaire peeps!cya.gotta go back to studying!

Exams!><

2004-10-02T23:58:00.000-07:00

heyy peeps.sorrie tat i havent been blogging for the past few daes.didnt reallie had the mood.well so to get down to blogging once again.i shall err.start practicing for my eng ppr 1 on mondae.^^haha.

well.really scared for my pprs over the next two weeks.wish me luck ppl!and thanks for all those who tagged and wished me luck!will come in real handy when i need to do eeny miny meeny mor!><.haha.and i believe god will be by my side when i do my pprs and he will bless everybody out dere.and he will grant them the peace of mind and the wisdom when they revise and when they're doing their pprs.and err.make them remember all the stuffs they revised through.and tat they will do really really well.and err.me also.amen.(:tats my prayer for you guys; and myself.(:

todae .didnt go out at all.stayed at home the whole dae.cos woked up pretty late.ard 11.den didnt bother to go out to study.so pretty much stayed at home to revise through compo stuff.looked through one of my compo books and scanned through for possible ideas.den didnt really study already.cos didnt had mood.now looking through my geog.gonna study for science tomo.tomo's gonna really be mugging dae.but i gotta go out to get my exam stuff.left it till pretty late to get it.so gotta hurry go buy tomo.yupp.dats all i guess.cya ppl.takkaire!

exams.stress!

2004-09-29T21:18:00.000-07:00

heyy!haha.exams are like shhooo close.haha.but at least im doing revision.and not slacking.mhmm.im guai!haha.nah.but at least im studying larr.but i still go and plae soccer.haha.but peeps.just wanted to sae all the best for the exams.[prayys]may god bless you guys.and me also.(:

well.todae.err.not tat great a dae larr.had a real load of trouble getting the class to go for the class chalet.sigh.nvm larr.but at least we still rock as a class.^^ yupp.todae arr.quite boring larr.slacking dae.not much to do todae.so wont blog anything bout it.no mood.yup.end here.gtg.cya.those who got comments on the food for the chalet, what we should do and stuff.look me up in sch or email me or sms me or tagg at my board.thanks.

Finally.SOCCER.

2004-09-27T21:10:00.000-07:00

heyy! haha.todae was fine larr.chinese test was super tough>.< the zhao ju part.when i first saw the zhao ju part ryte.i was like oh shit.my whole mind went blank!couldnt even tink of what to write.only when i looked at it again i knew what to write.of cos got some help larr.^^ den later on had science.went through the past year exam ppr.den went for dentist check-up.it was so fast.den went back to class in the middle of history.ten minutes to recess so didnt really bother to listen.but during that short time of the history period that i had rytes.haha.kept on laughing.Mr Lum larr.go find some "mole" thingy.go act like phua chu kang.haha.whole class was laughing.haha.

den came after recess.geog period.the period of relaxing.whole class just kept on toking and toking and toking.haha.mrs sim was like toking to herself.den was maths.mr sim.guess you guys noe larr.den came miss lee.den was mrs yew again.showed us a video on the pregnancy period.the bell rang and school was over.ate lunch in school den went to compass to meet keith and aaron.they were eating macs.we toked for awhile dere den went home.went online.chatted with keith and aaron also.played gunbound.later on i went to plae soccer.FINALLY.theres people playing soccer.haha.played from 5plus till going 7.den came home.slacked awhile den bathed and proceeded to eat dinner.
oh yarr.thanks to all who tagged!!(:haha.yupp.gonna end here.pretty short blogg.takkaire peeps!cya.

>.<.sigh.

2004-09-27T00:19:00.000-07:00

eh.heyy peeps.decided to start blogging once over again.bored larr.haha.sorrie bout the template.cos now veh late den dont reallie feel like editing the template.yupp.
now arr.one word-exams. [panics.=X] eh.not reallie ready for the exams larr.but not too sure whether can do well anot.aiming to go 3SA. only triple science class.hopefully can go in larr.only if i study hard.which, judging from my current state, is totally not possible.im err.slacking too much already.dont noe why larr.hoping to buck up soon.haha.but the problem is exams are gonna be stretched over a period of two weeks.sigh.that means that theres gonna be two weeks of mental torture.[faints]and one more thing. that also means that abstaining from soccer for TWO whole weeks.but i guess i will surely pick one of the days to go relieve stress larr.go jogging for instance.alone.to relieve stress and err.tink bout stuff. thats how i get rid of stress nowadaes.jogging.(: its fun. haha.but i just got addicted to jogging larr.haha.dont noe why also. and err.coming back to exams. i picked out my killer exam. its apparent that im gonna fumble in that paper if i dont work hard. MATHS! haha.so guys.just wish me luck larr.im gonna need all the luck i can get for that paper.haha.
now to my life. eh.not much of things happening lar.my frens are all great.(: and err.schoolwork quites okae. and err.people.stop pondering on my lurfe live.[glares at sum people.]haha. guess im gonna end here.well.cos im real tired. and im having a chinese test.so.cya.